Turns out that my uncle didn’t know about how mom was with us when we were young.

I lived in the knowledge that if I didn’t do things exactly to perfection and NOW that I would cause a divorce or huge huge argument

Whereas my brother had a frequently recurring nightmare.

I wouldve traded to protect him. Although my problems were bad too. But at least I had sleep as an escape.

A young boy- nightmares. So sad.