Then I turn around

And message First (my first almost two years boyfriend) about meeting.

We had a pretty bad break up. I didn’t handle it well. Ran my mouth. Cried. Didn’t accept it.

But the way he handled me is a credit to him.

We kept in touch (we studied the same degree a year apart and because I did a double I slowed the degree we both did). His mother was in one of my information management classes doing her masters and we emailed a lot for awhile as well.

Somehow it’s all come out in the wash. I would like to meet- I have books his family loves in collector editions that I have to give away since my mother is packing up the house’s clutter. And his family has a little library. And they were the ones who introduced me to this author.

But this is different in a way. We talked regularly. There isn’t loose ends. Etc etc. His tones in emails etc

Or not^^ it’s probably the same-l