hotyellowfellows replied to your post:
I’m really sorry to hear about this. For what it’s worth. As someone who’s lost a parent… you should appreciate what time you have left with with your mom and take advantage of it. Korea is always going to be here in the future.

I think this is what I will have to accept. But not now. And it’s so hard because my mom is so hard to live with and to have a good relationship with because of the bipolar. Right now, no one can really live in the same house as her. I want have time with her…but it’s so hard and draining if it’s a bad day (I never posted what happened earlier this week which was the worst episode she had towards me).

One or two years…then home? I might start having to make a future plan again.